Sometimes it feels like everything in life checks out. You know, when you have got everything under control and life is… flowing. You are align with your inner flood (like my psychiatrist used to say). Then suddenly you hit a challenge. Challenges freak me out. I get scared. Sometimes it is hard for me to actually see the challenges. Instead I see problems. The way we view things in life is so important, because it changes the way we handle them. Problems I avoid, challenges I want to solve, maneuver and grow from. Today I feel a little lost. I wonder what I want to do with my life and how I will get there. When you have big ‘existential’ questions popping up in your life, the best thing to do is to break them down in to small pieces. That is what I’m doing today. I’m going to write down things that make me loose track of time, everything that I can talk about forever and ever and ever. I’m writing down tasks I grow from, tasks I’m good at and that I enjoy doing. My passions. Because in clearing all of that out, I will get some kind of knowledge of what way I should take in life. And hopefully I feel a little less lost at the end of it.