Ok, I want to be successful. In something. I feel that I have a lot to give, but don’t know where I want, can and should put my focus. I don’t know where I would enjoy spending my time. I’ve thought of a lot of things. Creating my own happiness company, helping businesses to take care of their employees, creating an app, a website, a tool for happiness seekers. But all of this has run out in the sand because my whole heart hasn’t been in it. Who am I to tell corporate businesses how they can run a happy business when I have no idea what it is like to work there. I mean, I could probably help a little, but to really make a difference would mean a lot of work that I’m not truly ready to invest in.
Since I was a little kid I’ve wanted to be everything from a doctor, psychiatrist, teacher and writer. All of these roles I’ve seen myself helping girls like myself. When someone I know is struggling I itch to tell them all about how I’ve dealt with similar issues. It can be about everything from a cold to a deep depression. I want to help. When I meet young girls at my job I can’t wait to chat with them. I want to inspire them to love themselves and have fun in life. I want to show them that life is not about perfection, is about fulfilment. It’s not about being successful in something you don’t enjoy. Its about succeeding with making time for what you love.
I’ve understood that spending my time doing that, being around young girls that I can help finding inner love, is what I want to dedicate my time to. That’s my passion. So in one way or another I’ll find a way to do just that.